What do I do? I called the insurance and got a list of psychs in my area and called them all. They were either full and not taking any more patients or it would be six months for an appointment. Six months??? I need help now. I am feeling very sketchy about life right now and so I was told to go to the stinking ER and that was the only way that I could get help soon. I have legitimate reasons to: I had surgery in Oct 21 pedicle screws 2 rods and my hubby is police he is dealing with VA Tech and former officer being killed...Our marriage sucks because of all this stuff that has happened..My mother is drug addict..My father is not here..I really want someone to help me before something bad happens but in my area I keep getting the run around and told to call "Access" to be evaluated. All they ask you is if you feel like you are going to hurt yourself. I told the doc on the phone that I got thru to my regular doc what was going on and how I was feeling and was told to go to ER? What the hell are they going to do in the ER? Send me somewhere else that is going to tell me that it will take weeks to see me...This is ridiculous and I am losing faith in people in general none of them care about what I am going through and no one understands. Even on here I had someone tell me I was selfish for asking for pain medication after having a spine fusion and dragging one leg. She said every one else had pain too and I am not the only one. I even piss people off on here just asking a simple question about my doctors office. Anyway, what would you do if you feel like this?
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