Nothing goes my way. I feel like the gods are out to get me. I've been going to group therapy 3 times a week and I just got a call from the councelor that its been cancelled for this afternoon. I really needed that group today. It was my talisman to get me through the day. It seems like a sign to me that I should go ahead and kill myself. I can't take one more thing going wrong. I'm at work and I can't concentrate. I just want to go to sleep forever. I'm so sick of this struggle. Everything is upstream in a class 5 rapids. I can't do it anymore. I want to give up. I can't find anything that makes life worth living.
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