Its been a while since my ex and I were together and I can't let it go. I made mistakes that lead to the end of the relationship. I wasn't where I should of been in life and I payed the price. I find out now that she has moved on and is happier then ever and I just feel completly worthless and forgotten and I know that is selfish of me but its how I feel. I have no more confidence in myself anymore and the weight of the past makes me feel low and like crap all the time. I'm getting to a point where I can not deal with it anymore and I just want to give up. I want to let go of my ex, my past my mistakes and move on but I don't know how and its eating me alive from the inside out.
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