I have no friends, the only person that cares about me in my family is my father (and when I was a teenager he flat out told me that he didn't love me), I have some health issues, my hair is falling out, and I have been struggling with a bully boss for 5 years. Before her, I was moving up the corporate ladder, so at least I had that.... But this boss is horrible. She disagrees with every decision that I make.... So I thought, okay... I would do X so she would say Y, and I did Y. I was still wrong. She interpreted something to mean one thing, and I read it the same way, so then she flip flopped. She has held me back while moving everyone else up. But yet she has given me performance reviews that are fine. I've asked her why she doesn't trust me, I've mentioned that it bothers me. Nothing changes.
I feel badly that I'm whining and complaining.... I have a job, I have a house, I have a car and I can pay the bills. What more do I need? Yet, I am so unhappy. I also have lost all self confidence in the last 5 years, therefore I can't seem to climb out of this black hole.
I have tried therapy and anti depressants, nothing seems to help. I truly feel the world would be a better place without me in it.... The only thing that keeps me is worrying about what would happen to my two cats.
Hi everyone, I've had this job for quite a while and it's stress free for the most part. I've been offered a new position but I don't know if I should take it. New position has better hours,Less days at work, but the position is a little bit stressful.also it's no change in pay. My biggest incentive is a lot more days off, ALOT. My question is.. should I stay with my comfort zone or take on this...