Ok, supposed to be moving and starting my new job tomorrow. Who am I kidding? I can't do this. Having a panic attack right now. I hate this, I hate my life. I want to cut so bad, it's been over 3 months, and it's still not getting any easier. Why should I keep fighting it? What's the point? I really can't do this.
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