I constantly think of death, it consumes me at times. When,how I will die. If I kill myself, what will happen? Will it be like I am asleep, but just asleep somewhere else, not in my actual body? Will I go staight to be judged and then sentenced to heaven/H***? Or will he save my specific characteristics until the second coming? I am by no means promoting death here. I don't want anyone to think I am trying to encourage them in any kind of way, by means or form to injure themselves or depress them further. This is just a question I am wondering about, if anyone is hurt by me asking these questions, I am most greatfully sorry. Just trying to ease my racing mind.
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