I am ugly. People tell me Im "pretty, I just need to loose some weight." I think I am very ugly. Everytime I look in the mirror it makes me even more depressed. To me when I see myself my face looks distorted. It is off center and lop-sided. People say it is all in my head. But that is what I see. I have no life. My insecurities have taken away my life. I stay depressed all of the time. I am so lonely. I dont have any friends. It is so hard for me to try to make friends because I am always thinking about how ugly I am. I wish I was pretty. I feel that the only way I will ever be happy is after I get plastic surgery (Nose job, Maxillofacial surgery, gastric bypass, boob job, tummy tuck, and lipo-suction) If I am unable to have the surgeries then my life is over.
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