Yea tired of always, every day, having depression. As i most often work alone, I find it often hard to be motivated, and I am tired of often just forcing myself to work. I am tired of the mail that just brings bills and bad news. I am tired of the dark days of winter. I am tired of having few friends anywhere near. If i had a fortune, i havent one, I would happily give it up to be free of depression. I find living in middle of a large city dosent help, cut of from nature in its fullness. I am tired of not being able to talk to anyone about my depression. I am tired of docs keeping changing meds to something that always fails to work and give little releif. I am tired of being broke, and my very unhelpfull bank. Each day i hope for some good news, for a change, but none seems to come. Ah well guess I just having a bad day.
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