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in the entire world and i should stop thinking otherwise. i should stop thinking that i can have something good in my life. i should stop believing that stuff will work to my advantage. i should stop trying to reach far out of my element. i hate myself and everything about me and i should know that self-hatred will always fuck up anything i think is worthwhile. i am sorry to have tried. i am sorry to have failed. and no it is not better to have loved and lost, not by along shot. its better to love and be loved and that is all that is better. god kill me tonight cuz i dont want to go one living any longer cuz this hurts like fucking hell. i am very, very, sorry.
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what is wrong? hun you were so happy last night
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You are NOT a f-up. You're someone that's hurting badly. That means that you are human! Please please please don't think you're worthless, and please don't think you should be sorry. Don't be! If you're anything like me, you think that everything is your own fault when it isn't. You are worthwhile and deserving of love, everyone is. Don't be sorry for trying, be sorry for giving up. Then start again. Your avatar made me smile, so you've helped me out without even trying :) *hugs*.
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What happened?!
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i cant be what they need. i am not the one. i lack in ever way and i dont think its fair to ask anyone to even try to settle.
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honey, what happened?!?! how can I help you?
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HUGS lookee! I am sorry for your pain xxx
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I also have a lot of self-hatred. I also feel like a f-up. We're torturing ourselves. I spend a lot of time on DS, and constantly journal. We can get through this pain. (((HUGS))).
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nope boobookitty the door has been slammed shut and they are all done so its over for me. there is no hope.
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Oh honey, I'm so sorry. (((((hugs))))
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i cant stop crying. i messed up. i blew it. i said the wrong thing. i hurt so badly
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so sorry that your feeling so bad!!! if i can help or talk to you, please pm me anytime ... you seem like a great person....you deserve to be happy....!!!!
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awww hun. How can saying one wrong thing ruin everything? Maybe she needs a little space...?
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she made space rather definitively. its ok
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hugs lookeehere!
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I'm so sorry that you're hurting.
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