I don't know what else I can do to stay sane. I don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore. I am just a body on the earth and not a human being with feelings. I can't even sleep anymore and thats what I want more than anything. When I sleep the day goes by faster. I dreamt of my dad (who is passed away)last night so I woke even sadder. He wouldn't even talk to me in dream. I just want someone to say something to me to let me know that I AM here.
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