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Even if i did not do anything today. yesterday was very hard day.
I had to go in two different and unfamiliar places and do interviews with unfamiliar even if friendly people.
Then I had to pick up Julia from her friend's house and go home.It was the most difficult task in my life. It was so cold and late and Julia did not want to go. I had to grab her, to bribe her, to take her to my hands, to speak with her, to yell at her, to motivate her to make 10 minutes walk. It took us 2hours, because I had two heavy bags and Julia who was not ready to leave her friend's house.
I had to go in two different and unfamiliar places and do interviews with unfamiliar even if friendly people.
Then I had to pick up Julia from her friend's house and go home.It was the most difficult task in my life. It was so cold and late and Julia did not want to go. I had to grab her, to bribe her, to take her to my hands, to speak with her, to yell at her, to motivate her to make 10 minutes walk. It took us 2hours, because I had two heavy bags and Julia who was not ready to leave her friend's house.
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