I disagree with you.

There are 2 of us. Watch out world.

Don't think that way...I know it's hard not to feel this way sometimes, but it will pass. I'm here for ya, and feel better.

No, NO yer not...EVERYONE HAS A PURPOSE...it is OUR goal(s) to find out what the purpose IS!!!

just sooo sad there is no light

now there are three of us who disagree with you. Are you ok? Need to talk? Reach out to us. Kind regards

Try talking about it ... letting it all out. It will help you feel better.

from being sexually abused as a child to marring aabusive husband, losing a baby becuase of him. two good friends just recently committed suicide. is this all i was born for to live in darkness and fear. i sound so pathetic, you all must think im crazy this is they only place have to go.

Your not crazy. Just a human being dealing with a plate load. Try to take things one step at a time ... and baby steps. Its going to be the only thing that is going to get you through each minute, then each hour, then each day, and then soon it will be what gets you through each year. Go at your own pace. have you ever talk to a counselor or therapist about what you are dealing with?

HEY A WORLD-WIDE WEB SITE WITH FRIENDS AIN'T SO BAD I AM HERE TOO, & NOT PATHETIC, LOL !!! :) HAPPY TO BE HERE!!!!! SO I DISAGREE,TOO.

Sorry, but you're wrong. It sounds like you're getting out numbered here. :)

You're not pathetic. You sound like you're a very strong, intelligent person who's gone through some really rough times. Try to focus on the good things about you. I know you're a very interesting person with a lot to offer the world. hang in there!

no i have never tryed talking to therapists before this is the first time ive ever started opening up about it. just felt so ashamed and too painful, its sooo painful just want it to go away!!

there is nothing good about me have nothing to offer, couldnt even help my two closests friends when they where hurting so bad im useless

I am beinging to learn that the only way to really heal is to talk about it. I would recommend when you feel strong enough to talk about things to find a good therapist in your area. Its hard at first, but after a few times it gets easier. It really nice because its like releasing everything that has been pinned inside of you for so long. And you can use them as someone to vent to. Just an opinion. But like I have said talking really helps. This is a great place to find help and support, and there are a few of us already here ready to listen. Do what you need to do, I wont push you, but start looking into options that will help you heal.

join the club... jk... i would beg to differ on this one... keep your chin up, baby... we're here for ya