Depression Support Group
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I am so lonely that I just feel like dieing.
I have no lady,no life,no job,no selfesteem,no hope.
I have never been single for so long since I was 16,its been over a year since I have had any intimacy and I feel so lonely and depressed tonite.
I put my heart and soul into my last relationship only to be thrown away like so much trash.
I know I am dependant on someone to make me happy and thats wrong but I just don't give a fuck right now.
I hate this empty dead house that was once a home
I hate my dead empty life that was once so good and full of hope
I hate my ex but still love her even though she has hurt me so badly
I hate being in this dark place with my inner child tearing me up inside
I feel like I will always be alone and never find love again,who would want a twice divorced burnt out codependant dumb ass like me?
I know that I will be alone forever and the thought is killing me.
I obviously don't even know what a healthy person is as I have picked ladies that have either hurt me or cheated on me or used me
I hate my life
I have no lady,no life,no job,no selfesteem,no hope.
I have never been single for so long since I was 16,its been over a year since I have had any intimacy and I feel so lonely and depressed tonite.
I put my heart and soul into my last relationship only to be thrown away like so much trash.
I know I am dependant on someone to make me happy and thats wrong but I just don't give a fuck right now.
I hate this empty dead house that was once a home
I hate my dead empty life that was once so good and full of hope
I hate my ex but still love her even though she has hurt me so badly
I hate being in this dark place with my inner child tearing me up inside
I feel like I will always be alone and never find love again,who would want a twice divorced burnt out codependant dumb ass like me?
I know that I will be alone forever and the thought is killing me.
I obviously don't even know what a healthy person is as I have picked ladies that have either hurt me or cheated on me or used me
I hate my life
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
what steps have you taken? I don't know how to help cuz I don't know where you are in getting any kind of help
sounds like a bad time, and you are in need of an ear
Kim
I know being alone can be pretty rough but try to find activities that will let you meet new people and make friends, like joining a church singles group if your religiously inclined, go back to school and between classes spend time in the student center talking with a variety of people, become active in some local charity where you'll be helping others.
Spend some quality time in self study and ask yourself exactly what do you want in a women/relationship. Be very detailed and write it out so that as you think of new things you can add them to the list.
Take some time to compare your ex with what's on your list and think back from the beginning of the relationship to see where and how you noticed her not being the kind of women you wanted but you over looked it because you were so needy and you thought she would either change or you could live wiht the problem.
Don't hate your life, change it, only you have the power.
She gets to cheat on me twice shatter my heart and move on in life while I am stuck in therapy trying to find out who I even am.
She has had two promtions since she dumped me,has her bf and gets the boys more than I do.
Everything is coming up roses for her while I am mired in the wreckage of her double infidelty.
I am soon going to have to sell my boat,my house and move to a condo or townhouse so she can mantain the lifestyle she was accustomed too......jesus christ
She gets to improve her position in life while I am going to have to learn to be alone and with a lower standard of living,its all so unfair
I hate my life and just want the pain to go away and someone to truly love me and never hurt,use or betray me
My T says in a year I will be in a much better place blah blah blah ya right
I just feel things will get worse and I will always be alone and unloved
so many losses, and adjustments, stay here, make friends til it gets better
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