I have had such a long year. My hubby had an infection in his foot that messed up his whole body. He had to have a tae and part of his foot removed, his kidneys are messed up and getting worse even though they are still working, his blood sugar is everywhere and he fights respitory problems because of a fungus in his lung. I had 2 surgeries in Aug in 2 weeks and the 2nd was a Hystorectomy. My son has been in 2 car accidents in the past year and the last one on Halloween morninig he had to be cut out and is suffering back pains now. My daughter broke her foot last week and is whining constantly about it. I feel that everything is falling down around me. We are supposed to be looking for a house to move into because we got an eviction notice. My blood pressure is on the rise and all I can do lately is cry. Everyone wants me to do for them. I just want to run away and lock myself up where no one can find me.