I am so depressed I dont know what to do!!!!!! I am a single mom of 2 special needs kids and they are the only reason I dont kill myself!!! I am fighting to pull my head above the water but dealing with all I am at the moment is really getting the best of me. I am in a wheelchair due to a surgery that didnt go right and I am facing more surgery on my ankle probally.:( I am also majorly missing my dad that passed away to cancer almost 6 yrs ago (will be 6yrs next friday) plus it seems everytime I reach out to someone I end up getting shit on and hurt even more. I so miss a man in my life just for companionship and someone to love and care about me that does it cause they want to and not have to cause they are family. But that to seems that everytime I think I have found someone they end up running like the wind once they meet the kids cause of their health concerns and issues that and so tired of the "wow your fat" (geeeeze people like I didnt know I am a big person) why would I want to date you:(
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