hi,my name is lisa.i am new here to this group but not new to daily strength.Lately i feel such a downward spiral with my depression im getting so i dont want to talk to anyone anymore about it with the fear of neggin them out so i suffer in secret.Its getting harder and harder for me to find energy to do anything .i just want to lay around i am falling back on housework and on my job im getting slack.My plate is so full and has been that way a while now with no resolve in sight.I dont know where i can find anymore fight in me and theres still so much i need to fight for.Also i feel im in an abusive relationship to a degree its all so onsided his way or the highway and i dont seem to find the esteem to break it completely..im going for theraphy agian on the 20th of this month and im hoping this will help....its just getting threw til then im hoping to get some support or things i could try to give me a jolt out of this dark cloud.thanks.
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