god tonight i am really missing my old lifestyle, even though it has mad eme like this partly, i am missing the ectasy and the coke i no its no good for me and they are bad but i am missing getting off my face and not having to worry about anything i start my 16 week plan this week to keep me off my addictions and help with the depression, but i want it back i no its just the addiction taking over but i did not have to deal with anything when i was out of it
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