Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I was suggested to write an intro so here it is.
I joined a month ago. I am just looking for a reason to thrive on this stinking cold unjust world we call home.I don't believe in taking meds to cover up a problem. Many meds have harmful effects to them. I live somewhere in the southeast part of USA. I have no freinds. I am an loner. I aviod people as much as I can all they know how to is hurt others. Some do it to make themselves look good and better. I am an outcast. So that means that I don't fit and never did anywhere. I am not selfish or a person who only thinks about me only. I would have to really shoot myself if I became selfish. About being depressed I have been this way all my life. I dream of dieing. I think of ways I could die. The only problem is I LOATHE pain. Strange since I cut and hit myself hard enough to casue bruises. Engouh about me. Yes I am planning to end it all the end of this month plus one week. Rid the world of one useless creature that is taking up space and resources.
I joined a month ago. I am just looking for a reason to thrive on this stinking cold unjust world we call home.I don't believe in taking meds to cover up a problem. Many meds have harmful effects to them. I live somewhere in the southeast part of USA. I have no freinds. I am an loner. I aviod people as much as I can all they know how to is hurt others. Some do it to make themselves look good and better. I am an outcast. So that means that I don't fit and never did anywhere. I am not selfish or a person who only thinks about me only. I would have to really shoot myself if I became selfish. About being depressed I have been this way all my life. I dream of dieing. I think of ways I could die. The only problem is I LOATHE pain. Strange since I cut and hit myself hard enough to casue bruises. Engouh about me. Yes I am planning to end it all the end of this month plus one week. Rid the world of one useless creature that is taking up space and resources.
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Welcome to DS, your NOT worthless. I tend to stay alone also. Plus, I tend to also not hav any freinds outside of cyber world.
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I am sorry that you are feeling this bad. You said that you are kind of new here? How long have you been here?Alot of people are against meds. But, I think there comes a time when maybe they should be tried. Are you in therapy of any kind right now? Ending your life is not the answer hon. Beginning your life with what helps your depression is. Do you want to talk about it?
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You may feel isolated and alone, but there are a lot of other people that can relate to what you are feeling. Hopefully you can find some friends here and feel more connected to the world. =)
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Is there something that any of us here might be able to do help you through a difficult time, or are you just determined to end your life?
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I think I came here last month to find a reason to thrive on this planet. I don't like talk therapy since they people get a joy out of hearing about others people woes and many go an squeak details to others or use it against you somehow. Why pay someone to hear your woes when you are better off talking to a cat who shows more interest than a human and their trusty yellow notepad and pen.
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All you need is a little help from the right source. Meds are not ALL bad, some are miracle workers, and you would be amazed at your difference in thinking once they "kick in". Killing yourself is bound to hurt others, if only the poor person who finds your dead body. Think of what they will go thru for the rest of their lives....they do not deserve that any more than you deserve to feel depressed and worthless. PLEASE, start with some talk therapy and allow the professionals to help you get what you need to live a full and happy life . It is possible. I have been where you are, and I am soooo past that. I am no more special than you, I just got the right help. And it doesn't matter if you have no insurance, or no money. Every county has free mental health help available. If you feel like you don't want to live, it is the disease talking. Answer back by silencing it's loud ignorant mouth and you will be glad you did. GOOD LUCK & GOD BLESS
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Girl/boy I will tell you are not alone about therapist. I could fill you ears with my tale, BUT they are here to help us and many mean well. You made the first step in admiting you want to survive and not end it all. Looking at your replaies and hugs I see many folks care.
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mp
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What is mp?
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welcome:) i hope you dont kill yourself
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
