today is the one year "anniversary" of being diagnosed with diabetes. in addition to my other health problems....because of my current anxiety/depression,i haven't been a "good little diabetic". i'm on disability cuz of my back and mental health. so-i saw an ad to sell my plasma...so-off i go. my fracking diabetes did not disqualify me-it was the fact that i'm on insulin that did....i really needed that extra money,too....i am sick of my physical and mental problems!!!! i feel so crappy today-i just wanna cry....i am just sick of it all!i wish i was dead....trish
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