I was doing fine about losing my brother and hasvnt cried since the funural which was 3 weeks ago.. Then today with everything going on in my life it just hit me like a punch in the stomach.... I started balling on my way to class.... I feel kind of weird for crying while drivign but everything that is going on in my life, i feel like i had a little break down. I lost my brother a friend and a confedent a person who knew me better than my own parents do. I lost the love of my my life, well he hurt me. He wasnt honest with me and up front and he was very unsenative to the fact my brother died i am working 2 jobs and going college and being a mother!!!!! I was getting help along time ago with therpy but it wasn thelping at all i didnt think. anyways... I was on depresision medication and it wasnt helping. But now i am on nothing and it doesnt help either. I cant seemed to find someone who is intuned to me and understands me.! I am tryeing to be patient and let that dream man come to me but i hate being alone! Anyways HELP!
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