Really this is it for me. I wanted to get better, he said I was too sad and did not have enough self esteem. I am taking lactimal and lithium and depokte. I am going to take enough of these things until I die. I loved him so much. I have never been this sad. I dont want to be talked out of it. I want to be remembered. I hope this does not hurt. I spent my life being hurt. And I wanted love so much. I really did. He was so good. He made me feel so special and pretty. But trying to get over things was not enough. Thank allof you for past advice.
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