We dont think your being selfish. We think you need proper help, you have to try really hard to force the doctors to help you, even have yourself admitted if you can but above all talk to those around you. If those around you have no idea whats going on your only going to end up feeling more and more alone.

hey, dont go, you seem likea nice person and you deserve help as much as anyone elte.
If you ever need to talk you can always PM me :)
im always happy to talk to people

you aren't going to leave are you?

im feeling really down 2day but after putting a post on here last night i dont c the need of myself putting another post cause i dont want sympathy or attention i hate it i only put a post on here wen i need 2 get my feelings out and lifeiscruel please try and talk 2 som1 life can get better with help and support i feel so sorry 4 u wen i try 2 support u and msg u u never reply back im here 4 u like i am 4 every1 else my life is shit like yours but im still here trying 2 help

and if any1 has a problem wat ive wrote on this then u dont have 2 talk 2 me but all im doing is trying 2 help in the best way i can cause i dont like ppl suffereing like this it hurts me inside

plz som1 try being me then u will understand wat im talking about.

so plz dont give me any hassle if u think wat i wrote is unfair just trying 2 help. im suffering myself but dont like seeing others suffer so im trying my best 2 help others here and im only young 18 is a young age compared 2 30 or older.

im just so messed up

again sorry if this offends any1 but every1 has there opinion and ppl r quick enough 2 makeme feel worse and dont care if they upset me and this is meant 2 help so i hope it helps

There is a big possibilty yes, sleepy u know some off what im going through i keep pushing the docs but they are SHIT you say why dont u go to a different docs well its not that easy around here.

Do you really think i wont to be like this for the rest off my life i dont think so

you dont have to apologise or even back off. You seem to want the help and we re all left stabbing in the dark as to what you need help with. I am really sorry that this is a bad time of year for you and wish you all the best with your decision xxxx

You wont be, you may have ups and downs but you will only be down for the rest of your life if you kill yourself.

no no no, please dont be like this. We are just so worried about you. I dont think anyone knows what to do to help you. But i want to be here to support you. Please dont be sorry for how you are. You want support and we want to support you. You do keep a lot inside and many dont know whats happened but thats your choice hun, you're allowed to do that. Listen, you were one of the ONLY ones that helped me in my freak out last night. I really want you to stay. xx

you don't have to apologize. you're trying to get along just like everyone else here is. you're not selfish. asking for help is never selfish.

i often feel that way about myself but its not. your life is worth much more than anything else

Do what you've gotta do.

If leaving for a while to pull yourself together is what you feel you need to do, then do it.

your not being selfish u need 2 look after yourself and get help and u will find the right person 2 help u

thats why i think i should back off cause its hard to express what im going through

lifeiscrule there are other things you can do...join a local support group, read books on helping depression,ect.

Look after yourself.Come back when you feel you want to.Hugs x

My darlin you never need to apologise.
We only say the things we do because we love and want you to be happy.
I'm sorry if my posts have hurt your feelings, that wasn't my intention. We just need to tell us how we can help you xxx