I guess it is time that I realize what is taking over my life. Depression runs in my family and I just never thought that I got that gene! I lost my baby due to a miscarraige in October and I thought that the saddness would go away after a while but 4 months later, I am worse off than ever! I cry all the time and constantly feel sick...like I have a terminal illness or something (maybe I do...). I am now accepting the fact that I have full blown DEPRESSION and it is ruining my life...I hate getting out of bed in the morning yet can't sleep much ever! I don't even know if I have anything to say except I hate feeling this way and am looking to this community to shed some light for myself and get better before I lose my husband over all this...
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