I hate to say it but I am back in the swing of things. I took way too much medicine tonight. Nobody knows it but me. I mixed klonopin, xanax, seroquel, and I think thats it. I am so stupid. I just dont know why I do these things. If I tell my husband he will be mad at me and take all my meds away and treat me like a child. He will not understand that I am just trying to make myself feel betterm and not have to feel so bad about what is going on in my life. What do I do?
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