I just broke four fkin nails, and i made my self go into an astma attack, because of my 11 year old cousin. I really cant stand her, she wont leave me the fk alone. she is always up my ass. She has friends in the neighbor hood, yet. she insist on hangin out in my room. Just now I was out in the living room, talking to a few people on DS, listening to music, and writing, and she comes in, turns my radio off, and starts screaming that she wants to watch some fking cartoon, okay whatever, grab my stuff go to mine and jens room (at 19, I still have to share a fkin room) and ask if I can be in here, she says whatever in a bitchy attitude, so now im sitting in a corner, in my house (Which other than my god mother, I am the only one who puts money in to live her! And I cant even have a place to get away to think! I fking hate living here, but I really dont have much of a choice! Im loaing my fking mind here. No one here seems to understand, what im going through, or even try to see whats going on! Ugh, I just cant stand it today, I dont feel good, and they are making it worse. I can never get any time for myself, even for an hour, where no one will bother me! I hate it, I hate it, I fucking hate it!!!
Ok, rant over.
Ok, rant over.
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