Today I stopped doing a drug I have depended on for too long to keep my head straight. I thought it would be easier than this, but I find myself INSANE! My house dogs are fighting, and I have had to keep them in separate rooms before one of them gets hurt. My toilet is backed up and filthy, and no amount of plumbing will fix it. Earlier pee water overflowed into the floor, and my friend called up and (in her own accidental way) had me ready to split someone's brains out. I am alone, and my husband isn't due back for hours. I am depressed, but it's a nervous EXCITED depression that feels a lot like I want to fight. I don't know what to do about it but bite down and fight through it.
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