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Does anyone else do this to themselves besides me.??? Why is it when I am at what I think is as low as it gets, here is another level of Hell...
My dx is actually Severe Chronic Panic Disorder and also am Bipolar..
things are real bad right now. hubby is self employed and almost out of work. he can't collect unemplyment. all I get is my disability check.. so add that to the above dx and then add in a sweet, loving, energetic 6 year old son who is a lot to handle.you know all the usual bullshit stuff.. bills not gonna get paid etc... so here i am back at the bottom again hurting myself.. how the hell do i crawl back out yet again ???? and then the fuckin capper my hubby's total lack of concern.. its nonexistant.. he says oh you doin that shit again... wow long ramble there... guess what i'm asking is anyone out there know where I am ?????? where it feels like you can barely breathe the weight is co crushing ?? Anyone ???
Mary Kay
My dx is actually Severe Chronic Panic Disorder and also am Bipolar..
things are real bad right now. hubby is self employed and almost out of work. he can't collect unemplyment. all I get is my disability check.. so add that to the above dx and then add in a sweet, loving, energetic 6 year old son who is a lot to handle.you know all the usual bullshit stuff.. bills not gonna get paid etc... so here i am back at the bottom again hurting myself.. how the hell do i crawl back out yet again ???? and then the fuckin capper my hubby's total lack of concern.. its nonexistant.. he says oh you doin that shit again... wow long ramble there... guess what i'm asking is anyone out there know where I am ?????? where it feels like you can barely breathe the weight is co crushing ?? Anyone ???
Mary Kay
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I am here if you want to talk...just shoot me an email
"you just don't get it, you keep it copeseic and you learn to accept it you know you're so pathetic..." -"bound for the floor"-local h
Is your hubby willing to do anything to help improve your communication? Is he willing to go to the Dr. with you or your therapist if you have one, to learn more about your illnesses, and how to help you?
I'dont know anything about your condition and I don't self harm, but know what it's like to feel low, helpless and misunderstood.
Keep talking.x
It's hard to say how to crawl out of it except to take one step, and one day, at a time. Do what you can in each moment to feel better but at the same time, don't pressure yourself, give yourself a break and know that your conditions aren't your fault.
Are you on any meds or have a therapist that can help your through the really rough spots?