I am sorry to bother everyone with my problems, but I am so crying, hurt and angry about what a friend messaged me. I can't go into specifics, but this person said that she found my journal offensive, because I wrote down that I thought that I had a certian disorder. (Which I really do). It was said that I should not write this until I was diagnosed, and that I should remove this comment form my journal. Worse, I was told that I should not be looking for a new disorder to hang my problems on, just because my life wasn't going well. I messaged this person back in defence. This really offended and hurt me. This person has been increasingly harsh to me in their comments. All I've done is try to be their friend. I don't know what to do. I want to leave DS now, beacause I am frightened of what other people might say about my journal.
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