i cal it a hunger strike but i am not striking anything. day 38 of my fast. not weighed myself, but my belt neded new notch. my clothes do not fit. i will get to 40 befrore i thnk of stopping. how long did cesar chavez go without food? i think i have lost twenty pounds. did not need to lose weight, maybe i need to gain some weight. my skin has a weird texture but i do not have a single blemish, perfect cure for acne! i think my ears are effected, my vision is fine. depressed and have no energy. cannot even masturbate. day ten was a wall, i do not remember day tenn, i think it was day ten. tired, and outside of being cold i feel good. i had a cyst which is gone, made me happy. didnt want to talk about but today is the first dy i really feel effected outside og hunger pains, feel stupid, this has taken me a long time to writeh. was smoking until today, kept me alittle sharper, today i am slow, smoking makes me sick. arms and legs hurt
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