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Ive been so caught up in the excitement of going home I didnt realise what I was doing.
I was in France for his death and held myself together for the brief time I went home for the cremation. My family have not seen me cry over this and I know going home to stay in his house where he will not be will push me over the edge.
I'll have to face the reality that he's dead with my family there to watch. I cant break down in front of them I wont!
Even the thought of it is making me feel sick and making me want to cry.
I know I should have posted this on the bereavement board but its dead over there.
I was in France for his death and held myself together for the brief time I went home for the cremation. My family have not seen me cry over this and I know going home to stay in his house where he will not be will push me over the edge.
I'll have to face the reality that he's dead with my family there to watch. I cant break down in front of them I wont!
Even the thought of it is making me feel sick and making me want to cry.
I know I should have posted this on the bereavement board but its dead over there.
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I dont want it to happen yet.
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