im a 32 yr old widow with 3 kids who i love more than anything. this april will be 3 yrs since my husbands been gone and i still miss him so much. he was my best friend and soulmate. now, im with a 24 yr old guy who is too immature for me. he was friends with my husband and lived with us for awhile, so its even harder to tell him the truth. i have stayed with him, off and on for a year and i just cant fall in love with him. maybe its the lies, maybe its the stealing or maybe its his mood swings, i dont know, but i do know that i have no feelings for him besides friendship. he says he's so in love with me and cant live without me, so its really hard for me to tell him i dont wanna be with him, cause i dont wanna see him hurt, but im hurt by staying with him. im lonely, miserable and depressed and want out of this relationship so bad. if there is such a thing as true love twice in a lifetime, how will i find him if i cant leave my boyfriend? what do i do? how can i tell him how i feel, without hurting him and keeping his friendship?
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