How do you stop being negative? How do you stop thinking the worst of those around you when they really don't deserve it? I find myself thinking the worst of everyone around me, including my soon to be step children. I'm always looking for an alterior motive for all they say and do. I just can't help myself. I then over think things and end up depressed all over again then over eat and fall into a altered sleep pattern where I don't sleep when I should and do sleep through things I shouldn't. It's a viscious circle that I can't seem to stop. Anyone else been through this?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...