I have been struggling with depression for about 4 years. I have a really good job, but could care less about it when I fall into a deep depression. I am really having a hard time now. I do not feel like getting out of bed, going to work, going to the store, or doing anything. I just want to sleep and not wake up. I feel no joy in anything. I feel like I do not have the strength to get through it this time. I am on medication and have a loving family, but I just do not feel like I can handle living in this world. I worry about everything and always feel so totally overwhelmed.
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