I'm new here, but I feel like I belong. Sunday I picked up my wedding dress, for a wedding that is now not going to happen. I sat outside the bridal shop for 1/2 an hour and it toook everything I had to go in there and pick up the dress. I didn't try it on, or even look at it. I came home after an hour and 1/2 drive and stuffed it in the closet. Since that afternoon I have had barely any sleep, hardly any food and scary attempts at dealing with the emptiness. Where do I even begin to try and hold on to the pieces of my life that are melting away before me? There are so many other things going on that just add to the stress and sadness.
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