Why dont i feel better? I just break down in tears. Ive started to break down in public. I feel so crappy. Everyday I just cry, even occupying my time has stopped working. Im writing entrys in my journal and I feel like ive got it off my chest and then 15 minutes later Im back to feeling so low. I just want to sit in a corner and just cry. I think my friends and family have become impatient with me and are rarely quick to lend a shoulder to cry on or to just listen to me. I cant go on feeling like this, it sucks.
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