This might sound silly but I am curious...I am taking 3 different kinds of medications. Granted I have been feeling a little better but nothing to make me think that they are working a lot...3 months into this I would half exspect me to be doing cartwheels or something. I am on 20mgs of lexapro...15mgs of wellbutrin...and 20mgs of prozack....Just seems like a lot to me. I am also in counciling. just discover'd that I have some sort of greiving disorder too!! When is my big break??...Sad as it is I honestly think that the only reason I get up everyday is because of my children....and lately I have been having these really scary thoughts that they just might be better off without me. I am scared!! And just want to live a normal happy life...but I am afraid I dont know what normal is anymore
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