I've never understood suicide until now - I've always hung on no matter what. Now I understand... I understand how the pain could be too much to bear. I wonder when will it be? Will I be able to hang on today? tomorrow? How can I know if I'm living hour by hour? Today the pain is greater than yesterday - I wonder if the pain is worse tomorrow will I still be able to hang on? What about the next day? When? I wonder how many people used to come here when they could still manage the pain enough to go on - and one day, the pain is too much... how many have we lost and we don't even know?
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