It apears that I have been depressed since the age of 12. I am not 29. I was able to cope until I turned 28. That is when I broke and kind of lost it. I have been going through these drastic mental and emotional ups and downs now for almost a year. I am so scared. I keep expecting it to go away. When I wake up I think I is gone but it is still there. I do not know what to do. I joined this site a few days ago and I have seen people mention that they have been delaing with extreme depression for years. I have tried to commit suicide now 2 time in 10 months. I kinda feel like I am cursed to live. It is such a struggle and I don't know when it will end. I know I don't want to live like this. What is my worst case? Will I be 40 years old still depressed? Is there anyone else feeling like this?
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