I find it hard to find friends and have an on going relationship. When I meet people I'm fine, (otherwise I probably won't be out socializing) but I go through sometimes when I just get quite and don't make an effort to call people. Most of my friends are from work because I have to interact with them and I can only hide a little. My depression was something that ended my marriage 6 years ago. I understand it's hard to be around someone who is fun and does things and then for two months sleeps. When I was trying the medications I feel sorry for anyone who had to put up with me. Once I passed out at the dinner table because I was over medicated. I avoid most close relationships because I don't want to tell people.
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