I don't know what it is but I completely obliterate myself for a few mistakes this past year. I really had a high self esteem making great choices for a slight period of time and then I completely fucked it up. The self talk all that is just unbearable. I don't know what to do I'm just so frustrated nobody is perfect I try to tell myself but I really can't let it go this time. Some of the mistakes I made really really messed up my happy vision of the future and I don't look forward to anything anymore.
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