well would you rather be in a hospital alive or in the ground dead ?
I mean what Can I say to help you, you keep making these posts and trust me people want to help, but you have to help yourself first before we can help, who gives a crap what people will think of you ? whats the alternative...being dead ? guess you wont know what they think then. Oh and for whats best you really sound like you need help, everyday you say you want to die, well tell you what, that has a ripple effect that effects all of us too, now Please GO and seek help because this obviously is not helping you, that and its making me insane trying to help somebody that wont help their self.

There's a difference between wanting to die and wanting to actually make it happen. I often wish I wasn't alive, but that doesn't mean I want to kill myself.

If you actually feel like you could and would go through with it then please be brave enough to get some help. Like Lucifer said - better to be getting help than to be dead in the ground.

I know that when I have called crisis lines they don't ask me where I live. In fact they tell me that I don't even have to tell them my name. They listen and for the most part it helps me.

Personally I don't like the word "just". It makes whatever is being talked about sound too easy like everyone could do it. Well let me tell you, those people don't understand. Do yourself a favor and next time you call the crisis line, stay on the phone. They are the ones that understand.

talk to you therpit hon he is ther to help

i've been fighting depression for 20+ yrs and the thought of wonting to die never leaves even on my good days the thought is still there . i dont wont to scare you but the hot lines can trace your call and find you .i called one and the police came to my job and took me to the hospital .i spent 7 days in the psy ward .so if you need/wont to talk just let me know Debbie

Sounds like you are very lonely and misunderstood. Many have had your thought and soon the sun did come through. Life is worth experiencing and over coming problems , one at the time,does help us grow.When you have a problem it's yours and some may think it's so easy to get over you feelings. Own this feeling and seek help. Unlike "lucifer's" comment, about how this is making him insane, believe me we are here to listen no matter how long it takes. "lucifer" needs lots of help. Just look at his name. It tells a lot about him.

Never thought I'd agree with the devil. The first step is on you. We don't know where you live and can't protect you or make the call for you. Just because someone tells you to get help does not mean they don't understand. Perhaps they know it works because they have been there. At times, that black whole gets so big you need a ladder to get out. No one on here is telling you to snap out of it, that's impossible. We're telling you, that since you still have the ability to reach out for help on here, that you have the ability to reach out and get PROFESSIONAL help. That you may need more than what is available on here.
So, grab a life line and hang on. Pick up your phone and call the hotline back. So what if they put you in the hospital. What are they going to do....Eat you?........No, they will help you. Nothing to fear and everything to gain. Call the hotline back.

yeah it says I have the nickname Lucifer DUH!
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llizzy please be good to yourself and call...they could only help you not make things worse! you so deserve to be at peace and happy, but you gotta take the steps to talk with someone face to face as being here isnt helping!:::::::hugs::::::

I AGREE with Lucifer!!! Lizzy you just hop from community to community, saying how u want 2 kill yourself. People spill their hearts out to you, you dont take one bit of advice, or make one effort to better your life, then u burn that community out, feel more sorry for yourself, report people to Doug, and pop yourself onto the next community. Call the hotline, like all your journal comments say to, and get yourself help! What's to fear? Getting help?

Lizzy,

Life will get better! IT WILL! Ihave been through more in my 41 years then most people twice my age, and I am still alive and kicking and for the most part...happy! LOL

Call hte hotline, call a friend, call a church, but do somethign to help yoruself before it is too late!

lizzy i want you to get help but take the advice and do it we all care for you can not help you if do not help your self just follow the advise that is all i can tell you sorry if you think it is harsh

who ever it is does not really know what they want in terms of life or death because no one knows what death is and no one wants the unk nown. She/he wants something different than they have now. Often I think I would be better off dead but then I ask myself if I really know what that would be like. I know what this person says brings us down however it also lets some of us who also have these thoughts know we are nnot alone. You think the woman who wrote about her kid drawing all overhimself with his poop was not a downer? That was her kid and all she did was complain about him. She will make him have learned behavior depression. Someone needs to find out so you can get help. You need to say what is so bad inside that you want to die or we cant try to help you. the who what and why , the 10cent version will help us be supportive of you

some people do need to shit or get off the pot. But they still should have as many tries as they need.