I am currently awaiting disability b.c of some bad health issues...I am at the hearing part and it can take up to two years to even get a hearing date set....I am so depressed and think about suicide on a daily basis. I know I need to see a psychiatrist but I can't afford it. My regular GP refuses to prescribe an anti depressant for me b/c after taking cymbalta I was a step away from suicide as it made my issues worse. I know chemicals aren't the answer but I need help...It's not like I can work, I can't get health insurance b.c my body is so messed up....does anyone know if there is help for people like me....It's a daily struggle to not end my life...if I was a pet I would of been put down by now.
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