Since my divorce in 2006 I have been struggling with the depression of being alone, old and ill. It seems like there are just too many hours in a day and it takes forever to get the relief of sleep. I've been hospitalized 3 times since 1995 for suicidal thinking and now that I am alone I can't even think about another hospitalization because there would be no one to care for my dogs, pay my bills, or even care I was gone. I try to stay positive but even that seems beyond my ability. Just need some feedback.
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