Here i am full of pain and sorrow so much to say but don't have the words to really express it and even if i do and let it all out then, what? will i feel even more empty to just hear the words escaping my mouth but with no solutions to fix the problem! have u ever felt like some things are really painful to talk about so you hold it until your heart can mend and be brave enough to deal with it? some things that happen in your life may never have a solution they just are a certain way and you just have to deal with it like it or not! and trust that God knows best and why he did it and you must just ask how, how to cope with it and get over it...? When i feel this way i usually just anaylize the situtation and try to figure out where it all began and what i can do to cope like try to look at it from a different persepective ; a positive one! i believe ones energy is very strong so if u start to think different the situation will come about differently. U attrect the same that you give out! what do you think ... and what do you do when you feel out of place with somthing in your life , how do you cope...???
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