Im on the edge. I feel my self control slippin. I had a tramatic experience this morning with my ex. I am hurt very deeply. i have been trying to cope with the way things are and he has been playing on my emotions. he took me back down the roller coaster after leading me up once again. at this point im scared for myself. how do i cope with this pain i am feeling. how do i stay strong enough to live to see another day?
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