I just found out that my boyfriend of 4 years has been lying to me about his ex girlfriends. Hes been calling them, seeing them. There was even one day he called one of them 23 times! Not including the times she called back! I know he hasn't been cheating on me but it doesn't change tha fact that he lied. I've been able to forgive him but i can't help but CONSTANTLY wonder if he's cheating or lying tome again. If thats not bad enough my depression kicked up again and now i can't stop feeling like i'm all alone in the world. Like there is not one single person who would even care if i died today. Not even my precious Jewels (dog) can lift my spirits. I've tried to do things that once made me happy but it's no use. My therapist says i need to take steps back in order tomove forward, she says i need to come to terms with whats happened and let it go in order to move on with my life. But how do i let go of the past without being absolutley terrified of the future?
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