I've been depressed since last year, end of november. I had a small work related accident, got hit in the head, and had to get 4 staples. Personally i'm not sure that that could've done it, but its the on;y thing that happened. Its like when i got hit, it flipped a switch and shut off all but one reason that i had to smile. She's been my only help, but i'm pulling her down with me. No matter how hard i try, i stay depressed. She helps, just being around her helps, and she is honestly the only reason i haven't killed myself. What can i do, i keep getting worse.
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