i'm 27 and i have bipolar1 and my life has been like hell not just because of this illness but i have been raped twice by family, i had a rough life growing up and i was hospitalized once for trying to kill a woman i was only 10 at that time and living with this hasn't been easy at all. my fiancee don't understand what i go through and i am on medication which helps a little but how do people like me deal with this and live a normal life???? i feel like i'm going insane sometimes and don't know what to do. i have been through soooooooo much in my short time on this earth and don't know what to do??????
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