I am usually able to keep myself together. Lately things have been building and building until I feel I have reached my breaking point today. I don't cry alot. Mainly in part to past incidents. I have struggled with depression most of my life. My life is pretty complicated and i have no friends and noone to talk to. I feel like the people in my life have no respect for me and treat me like i am a dog. I broke down today. Earlier. I am supposed to feel better but i don't........There is alot more i could add but what good would it do me?
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