i was feeling great for most of the day and now i just want to die again. out of nowhere, i just broke down and cryed for like 25 min and now all i can think about is grabbing a blade and having a hayday. why cant i just be happy? why cant i just give up and move past this? i hate myself for feeling this way. im just gunna go crawl in a dark place, curl into a ball and never come out.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I got a notification that you joined our group. Please join in the conversations, or post your own thread. We look forward to getting to know you!
Hey everyone! I don't have uncontrollable anger but I can say that I tend to lose my shit with dumb shit. I start grittin' my teeth like my dad use to as a kid growing up and I break something or punch something really hard. This is not necessarily an everyday thing but when it does go down, it pisses me off that I even get like this. For example, just from a little water dripping on the floor...